And (wo)man, roaming through the
wasteland, came with a shock to him(her) Self. What did I bring about? My spirit woozy, my
heart cold like ice and my body under the spell of greediness.
I must have been obsessed. While everything looked so
normal. We did our duty, took the children to school, visited cultural events and
When I look into the mirror, I get scared of my own
Oh, mother, at the time you bore me, you were so happy
with your sprout. Hadn't you a delightful future in mind for me?
Was it a "law", that I first had to build up
my "ego", at the expense of all and everything? To be honest: I don't
What I do know is that the price is high, too high. I
now stand with my back against the wall. All my options have been gambled away. Who is
going to save me from my anxiety?
I was forced to Remember. Through the banks of the
ever-present fog, moments of clarity appeared. Tears sprung up from my eyes. Am I thus not
Mother hasn't forgotten me. What a miracle that She
still cares about me. Her Love is inexhaustible.
When I look around myself, I notice that I am not
alone. Everywhere the spark in the eyes of the people returns. The hearts are opening up,
one recognizes each other, once again.
All of a sudden I realize the immense task that lies
before me. Back to the Source, that is the first step. To get rid of all those artificial
skins. Until standing naked before the Truth.
Just like Inanna, THE great example of all mankind.
What an incredible courage to descend*. Love was Her great driving force. Oh, Mother, may
I likewise be filled with Love.
* In the Underworld.
I promise mySelf to never revert anymore. Once you know
- conscience - there is no way back. However, it would become a Road of trial and error.
Those who have spoilt the earth should heal her again,
Thus, one mustn't speak too soon. Prematureness has to
be avoided. Unity is there from eternity, absolutely, it requires integration of
everything excluded, suppressed and denied, though.
What you reject, dominates you.
The Mother, out of Her limitless compassion, leads you
to still embracing all your inner stepchildren.
I also give back my ego to Her, yes, I put my whole
life into Her Lap.
And look, by doing this, the grass is raising, the
flowers are budding, he bees are going around once again, the air is fresh like ozone and
the trees are regaining their strength.
Her Light Body radiates through all life. I know I am
part of it. Deeply grateful I am accepting Her gift.
Oh, I never thought, that a "second chance"
had been possible. I praise the Mother without reservation. Thou, Who are the eternal
Source of all life.
May we commit ourselves to A New Heaven, A New Earth
and A New Community.
* Greeting from Sumeria, 3000 BCE. It
means "Freedom through the Mother"